Joe, Mark, Jim and everyone else,
I need to say thank you, I know you all have given me your prayers and blessings. One day I hope to be able to pay back some of this. Today is the first day I have been able to really sit up and type. I am quite emotional at this point, this morning I was woke up buy 6 of my fellow officers, they came into my home and setup 2 new 55 gallon aquariums and brought me many new fish. 4 Jack Dempsy's, 2 Albino Tiger Oscars, 1 55 gallon is a community tank with over 40 differnt fish I couldnt even start to name. They also have 2 40 gallon tanks for when my oscars and jacks get of size to be moved. This of course made me cry, to top this all off they have hired a local aquarium cleaning crew to come to my house for the next 6 months on a regular basis to clean the tanks. Sarah was even surprised they did this, apparently she didnt even know about it. I honestly cant put into words my feelings tward what all of you have said, done and talked my wife through. I can only imagine that one day I can do something in return. If at any time there is something I can do for any of you please just ask.
Mark,
I noticed the sticky message thing, altho it isnt allot I took it to heart in more then one way. That simple small thing added a smile to my face. It is much appreciated buddy, I had actually forgot about you posting that message thanking me for posting. I soon hope to be back posting and helping where ever I can.
Joe,
Thank you for all your words, my wife has been talking about you nonstop and would love to thank you in person one of these days, I would aswell. Maybe one day we can go have a beer

without your help, she might not of been able to handle everything at once. Its hard for me to put things in words at this moment so dont think your gonna get off this easy, just wait till im better.
Jim,
I dont quite know to much about you, cept for your fish experiences. You have posted several times in my thread and its appreciated greatly. Just the thought of you guys thinking of me makes my smile and go on, as corny as that sounds its true. I hope to get to know ya better bro. Thanks for everything. One of us will always keep our friends updated, of course that is what you all are to my wife and I. If not an added edition to our family.
Diane,
I am not surprised you passed over this thread, I never actually meant it to go on like this. Most people dont keep up with the news because well as far as I know its rarely used for anything real serious. I had no idea where to put this post so I just chose there. Sarah thanks you greatly for the prayers, as do I. We do not live in TX either, We live in oklahoma. We were on the news in Texas aswell as surrounding states due to sharing of station time.
Jay,
Last but surely not least, your use of smiley's render me speechless, makes me laugh not sure why. Appreciate the hyper blessings buddy. I wish I was in the UK now, might be a good place for my next vacation you think?
Final Thoughts - Jerry Springer
How are all of your pets? Been so busy posting about me, I need to hear how their doing. Mine are all great, we now have rex and albert moved into my bedroom in a 55g instead of the 110 so he can be closer to me since they were my first fish-pets. I enjoy watching them play around with eachother, new undergravel filter system got installed allong with a kick *** bubble bar for looks, rex loves the bubbles he thinks their playtoys, just one question though, should I remove the carbon on the undergravel filter I heard that it could actually turn your tank into poison lol. Let me know. I now have way to many tanks to keep up with when Im better, 6 in total now. I started out with 1

lol what a mess. I miss being on here guy, never knew such a small thing could mean so much to a person, it really does.
On another note, I have been asked by Sarah to retire from the force. I have to take this into thought because of what happend. I have talked it over with a couple of friends and they dont think any less of me if I wanted to. I dont want to be gone from this earth at any time, let alone because of a job. I love what I do though so I have some serious thinking to do. I would love your input on this, it really does matter to me what you all would think, please be honest if you think im a wuss for wanting to leave tell me I wont think any less of ya
God bless you all, and your families, churches and friends.
We concider you all family, your welcome into our home anytime
Sincerely,
Jeff
P.S. If I left anyone out im sorry, I will try to better next time

Hope your not to upset.